Where do I start? This morning while playing on the computer and cuddling with my little man I started to get cramps. Light at first, then worse and worse. After a very emotional day I am sitting here in bed trying to find away to come to terms with what is happening. There will be no baby. For now, it will only be Fisher, mommy and daddy. I am an emotional wreck. There will be no baby. I'm so sorry but as of now, I have no words that even come close to what I am supose to say or feel. I will post more later but as I sit here, tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. There will be no baby.