A new day

   The whole family had a wonderful time on our trip. Camping in cabins is truly the best kind of camping! It has the best of both worlds with air conditioning inside and wild horses right outside our door. Fisher loved to look at all the animals that he could spot. I saw him trying to follow a bunny as it hopped across the lawn. He also LOVED the water, he was splashing and kicking around with a smile on his face. After a little while he was all tuckered out and fell asleep in the folding chair.
   We pushed the vacation to the limit leaving at 10 at night for a two and a half hour drive. Mommy and daddy were wiped out but Fisher slept the whole drive home. The next day it was hard to adjust to being all alone durning the day again and not having help all the time. It is nice to be home.
  Well today is Thursday and we can not wait to sit here and do nothing this weekend, maybe some movies or a trip outside to the pool. I love the days when it is just me and my two boys. They melt my heart. I am feeling pretty blessed lately, realizing that there are not many people that have the resources to stay at home with thier litte ones.
   However, I have decided that I need to do something more with my life while I stay home with little man. I am pretty sure that I am going to go to school online for medical billing. It is a pretty exciting thought. I am also going to loose a ton of weight. We have been on a low calorie diet for the past few days and today I am going to kick it up a few notches. Cutting even more calories and begining exercise is the first part of my plan. The second is to focus more on myself and my family and less on other people and media. I am also going to put effort into learning things like driving. It has always scared me. During all the other thing I'm also going to go to the doctor for stress and anxiety. Also, I have to learn to put myself first sometimes. Taking a long bath while Fisher sleeps or taking a few extra minutes to get ready in the morning so I have confidence walking out the door.

So in conclusion to this rambling, this is the day of me. Today is a new beging to a better attitude, body and mind. I am so ready.